Saturday, October 31, 2009

謎底

無人行前一步。。。呢個迷永遠唔會被扯開







從來亦無自信 人云亦云 庸庸碌碌半生  
連自己的戀愛運 也欠一點決心
為何望來望去 仍無下文 明明彼此有同感  
難道等一天變做熟人 發現原來相襯
可否冷靜看一陣
都有幾個人靠近
現在還未說 纏綿情節會
逐漸降溫
遲來一秒鐘 遲疑一秒鐘    
從迎接你變做目送
 
遲來一秒鐘 沿途經過和結局
其實太不同
 
遲遲未預備 第一句愛你    
已經足夠醞釀暗湧
盼望猶豫未決的情人回信    
猶如行刑懸在半空
拖一拖 等一等
怕得到 得來
已是無用
拖一拖 等一等
這刻的感動 變做裂縫
良辰就如白費 明明動情  
怎會不敢作聲
提示很不足 但你的態度
永遠不得要領
相戀要是有天命
都要等你來確認
明明在附近 又不告訴你
太多戀愛這樣告終
怕在離場後接到遲來情信
其時和旁人在抱擁
拖一拖 等一等   
怕這點 激情 最後和緩
拖一拖 等一等
終於知 表白 刻不容緩

Wednesday, October 28, 2009

我太多話想說。。。

但是我是否應該啞口道別? 有些事情可能不是非得到答案不可,至是覺得不甘心,耿耿于懷。有時候覺得你好比那燃燒的太陽,不懂月亮的盈缺。

是你太殘忍了還是我太執著了?

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

I did it...finally

Just tendered my resignation earlier this afternoon. After very much contemplation & deliberation (it took me months to be this determined to leave) - I feel that the time is ripe for me to bid farewell to this place, after 7 1/2 years. With a heavy heart...



It feels real sad to leave, but I guess I am happy to go. As for the friendships that I have built over the years, the wonderful people I have been honoured to be affiliated with - I hope we will meet again someday.

Looking forward & moving on ...



to unknown shores...it's entirely a new area for me. So I may have to work extra hard - imagine a primary school kid going for a degree course, that's how I am perceiving this new challenge presented to me. Well, if I was not to waste good opportunities, I might as well take it up while I still think I have the stamina & competitive advantage to do so. I mean, how bad can it be, right?



Plus I may actually position myself nearer to that small sub-set space in the middle...

Sunday, October 18, 2009

有些事,一轉身就一輩子

昨天,有位朋友與我分享了以下的video,超感動。。。眼淚也不受控制的掉了下來。 有時候,真的很怕,很怕會失去;卻又拿不出勇氣去爭取。



有些人,一直無機會見
等有機會見了,卻又猶疑了
相見不如不見

有些事,一直沒機會做
等有機會了;卻不想再做了

有些話,埋藏在心中好久沒機會說
等有機會說的時候‘卻說不出口了

有些愛,一直沒機會愛
等有機會了,已經不愛了

有些人很多機會相見的
卻總找借口推脫
想見的時候,已經沒機會了

有些話有很多機會說的
卻想著以后再說
要說的時候,已經沒機會了

有些事很多機會做的
卻一天一天推遲
想做的時候卻發現沒機會了

有些愛給了你很多機會
卻不在意沒在乎
想重視的時候,已經沒機會愛了

人生有時候,總是很諷刺
一轉身可能就一世
說好永遠的
不知怎么就散了
最后自己想來想去
竟然也搞不清
當初是什么原因分開彼此的
然后,你突然醒悟
感情原來是這么脆弱的
經得起風雨,卻經不起平凡
風雨同船,天晴便各自散了
也許這是賭氣
也許這是因為小小的事

幻想著和好的甜蜜
或重逢時的擁抱
那個時候會是邊流淚,邊捶打對方
還傻笑著
該是多美的畫面
沒想到的是一別竟是一輩子了

于是,各有各的生活
各自愛著別的人
曾經相愛,現在以互不相干
即使在同一個小小的城市
也不曾再相逢
某一天某一刻,走在同一條街
也看不見對方
先是感嘆,后來是無奈
也許你很幸福,因為找到另一個適合自己的人
也許你不幸福,因為可能你這一生就只有那個真正用心在你身上
很久很久沒有對方的消息
也不再想起這個人
也是不想再想起這些

學會珍惜身邊的每一個人
或許哪都會成為記憶的美好

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

Officially 33



who today officially turns



This birthday, I feel especially happy and proud because I did something truly meaningful - I have just pledged to be a proud donor to UNICEF. It's always more blessed to give than to receive. So on a day where gifts and well wishes are the norm, I decided to sign up as a donor & be on the giving end, instead. Join me (if you haven't already done the same), will you? Here's to greater days ahead for all - cheers.

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

Birthday wish granted

Mum had finally been discharged from the hospital this evening after 13 days :) Just need to do follow up with the gastro specialist and surgical clinic.

Final diagnosis:
1) Cholecystitis & acute pancreatitis (but defintely not cute) - which basically means gallstones blocking the cystic duct causing inflammation to the pancreas and gall bladder.

2) Septicemia (sepsis) - inflammation in the blood, causing her to have high fever for days.

All in all, I am just relieved that she's alright now. Thanks to all who prayed and supported us.

Saturday, October 3, 2009

Appendicitis, gastritis, pancreatitis, what's next?

Mum was admitted to GH late Wednesday nite, when she complained of severe gastric pain. Now it's end of Day 4 and no diagnosis yet, pending further tests. From suspected appendicitis to gastritis and finally this morning, pancreatitis... I hope tomorrow the new term I will hear is "Your mum is fit to go home."

If you pray, remember her in your prayers. Thanks.