Monday, October 30, 2006

what's new?

got myself another hair cut... from hair touching my waistline, it now barely touches my shoulder after 2 hair cuts in a month.

oh, well... hair cut is therapeutic... i'd say the next best alternative behind sex & shopping, lol.

Sunday, October 22, 2006

truths about love

Don't be too good I will miss you.
Don't be too caring, I might like you.
Don't be too sweet, I might fall for you.
It's hard for me to love you when you won't love me after all...
Bottomline: A person who makes me loves him/her is actually a person who loves me more than I love him/her.
If someone comes into your life and becomes a part of you but for some reasons he couldn't stay,don't cry too much...just be glad that your paths crossed and somehow he made you happy even for a while.
Bottomline: Time will tell, If he's yours he will come back.
Two tear drops were floating down the river. One teardrop said to the other, "I'm the teardrop of a girl who loved a man and lost him. Who are you?""I'm the teardrop of the man who regret letting a girl go..."
Bottomline: Nobody will sympathise a person who constantly let chances passes by without making any efforts to salvage. We normally don't realise how important our loved and closed ones are until they left us, we'll start to reminisce which results in misery.
Love can make you happy although often times it hurts. But love is only special if you give it to which it's worth.
Bottomline: If you found someone who truly appreciates you, He/she deserves more of your love.
What if someone tells you this: I don't believe in courtship. It's just a waste of time. If I love the person, I'll tell her right away. But for you I will make an exception... just love me now and I'll court you forever...
Bottomline: Love needs time to realise, there might be love at first sight but it takes time to let one gradually discover their affection towards another, miss him/her when he/she is not around, hope to hear from he/she when the person has not written or called.
It's always better to have found the courage to love even if you lose it in the end rather than never found love because you were too afraid of the challenge.
Bottomline: Don't give up if you face or think that you have competitors. It's always better to try, if you succeed, the reward is more than you can expect. But if you don't try or don't summon up the courage, you might lose the one you like/love forever...
The greatest challenge in our life is to find someone who knows our flaws and differences and yet still willingly embraces you with so much love.
Bottomline: Love is a means of self giving and self sacrificsing, if he/she knows your flaws and is still willing to accept you, continue to like/love you as you are or even more, boy, you are lucky! This person truly deserves your love and affection.

The spaces between our fingers were created so that another person's fingers could fill them in.
Bottomline: Open your heart, let people love you, never doubt their intentions, sincerity can be felt by the heart.
When you love, it is not for you to be understood but for you To understand; not for you to take but for you to be taken; to listen not to dictate; to sacrifice and not to demand; not to count or measure but to love.

Tuesday, October 17, 2006


经典! 做个好人其实就那么简单...
1. 看见人家墙要倒,如果不能扶,那么不推也是一种善良。
2. 看见别人喝粥,你在吃肉,如果不想让,那么不“吧嗒”嘴也是一种善良。
3. 自己有钱,如果不想捐贫救困,那么多买点福彩也是一种善良。
4. 看见人家伤心落泪,如果不想安慰,那么不幸灾乐祸也是一种善良。
5. 作为艺人,如果不能大红大紫,那么不恶心观众也是一种善良!
6. 作为富翁,如果不能仗义疏财,那么不仗势欺人也是一种善良。
7. 作为官员,如果业绩平庸,那么不贪赃枉法也是一种善良。
8. 作为导演,如果不能拍出精品,那么不拍“精神垃圾”也是一种善良。
9. 作为医生,如果不能救死扶伤,那么不昧着良心收红包也是一种善良!
10. 作为娱记,如果不能写出好新闻,那么不编花边小道也是一种善良。
11. 作为男人,如果不能封妻荫子,那么不在外面惹事生非也是一种善良。
12. 作为女人,如果不能恭俭贤淑,那么不在外面“红杏出墙”也是一种善良。

Friday, October 13, 2006




我不知道, 只是自己真的累了, 心也伤了...觉得是时候为自己争取快乐和幸福的日子. 人生说长不长, 但也不短, 快乐要过, 不快乐也要过... 不如开开心心过! 正如庾澄庆所说的"让自己high"


Friday, October 6, 2006

tarot reading

i usually dont do this, but when i did this - the results were freakishly true... i underlined those parts which i think hits the bull's eye & added some of my own comments:

how you feel about yourself now (The Hanged Man)
You feel a little confused and perhaps fearful because you sense or know that there is someone or something you need to give up to be able to move on (still in a dilemma). This self-sacrifice isn’t always clear - you may not even know quite what or whom you should give up. This is a time of passage from one phase of your life to another and The Hanged Man can signify a time of spiritual development too. Perhaps you need to try and look at things from a different perspective.

what you most want at this moment (The Emperor)
The cards suggest ch3ryl, that what you most want at this time is success and achievement (yeah, would love to show what i m capable of @ work, especially since i m just being transferred to do something new, something i have never dealt with), and the support and influence of perhaps your father, husband/partner or a man of significance in your life who you believe could help.

your fears (Death)
You are afraid of experiencing turbulent and catastrophic change (yes, the decision we r talking abt in the 1st para would truly cause a turbulent & it may as well be my life's turning point), as we all are, yet challenging such transformation in our lives helps create brand new opportunities. If you are experiencing or have just experienced losing a job, a bereavement, divorce or the end of a relationship, these changes will allow brand new opportunities into your life.

what is going for you (Judgement)
Brand new potential, an opportunity which once given must not be ignored, a new project, decision or relationship that could affect the rest of your life (exactly!). You will enjoy success and enjoyment for past efforts, events will pick up a pace and the outcome will be quicker than expected.

what is going against you (The Hierophant)
You are simply struggling to conform to others expectations of you and everybody has an opinion of what you should do. Perhaps you are having a crisis of faith and are unsettled at a very spiritual level. Ask yourself who you really are? What is important to you? What makes you happy? Seek out advice or wise counsel if you wish, but accepting who you really are and going after what you want instead of what others want for you is the most important. (this is what i meant by my decision may cause a turbulent effect - as first of all, it is totally UNEXPECTED... there's a huge conflict between what i want/hope & others' expectations of me)

outcome (Wheel Of Fortune)
Expect life to change and quickly. Fate, destiny or synchronicity, call it what you like, positive change and good fortune is evident here. If you have important choices to make trust your intuition. Do you feel that events seem to be evolving without much input from you? If so trust it and go with the flow. Finally, one area to which i could only sigh & say "no comment"...

Your Astrological Court Card
Queen of Swords - Astrological Sign: Libra - Element: Air
Personality: fair, balanced, compassionate, perceptive, weighs all sides before making decisions

Most suitable vocations: lawyer, policewoman, detective, armed forces, public relations, psychologist, counsellor
Most suitable lover or partner: Knight of Wands – Aries, Leo and Sagittarius

Your Personality Court Card
Queen of Cups - Element: Water
Personality: sensitive, reflective, warm, vulnerable, loving, romantic, imaginative, talkative

Most suitable vocations: institution work, self-help organisations, poet, dancer, make-up artist, anything to do with illusion.
Most suitable lover or partner: Knight of Pentacles – Capricorn, Virgo, and Taurus

complex, complicated, confusing

can be so complex, complicated & confusing @ times...
dare to love would mean dare to fail as well? can i pay the price? do i have the courage to fight for my own happiness? i don't want to hurt others... neither do i want to get hurt.

is happiness too much to ask for?

Wednesday, October 4, 2006


nothing much has changed over the past week or so... except i FINALLY managed to get my long-awaited hair cut. had to take leave to do it... yeah, that's how busy i had been...



我总喜欢把留到长长的头发一次过剪短. 有一次, 我一口气剪了大约有一尺半长的头发. 那理发师还怕我后悔, 问了好几次才敢下剪刀. 其实, 也没什么... 只觉得剪发后整个人很轻.

这次, 我剪掉了大约有一尺长的头发. 我看要等多一年才可以再感受这种"释放"的感觉了.