tarot reading

i usually dont do this, but when i did this - the results were freakishly true... i underlined those parts which i think hits the bull's eye & added some of my own comments:

how you feel about yourself now (The Hanged Man)
You feel a little confused and perhaps fearful because you sense or know that there is someone or something you need to give up to be able to move on (still in a dilemma). This self-sacrifice isn’t always clear - you may not even know quite what or whom you should give up. This is a time of passage from one phase of your life to another and The Hanged Man can signify a time of spiritual development too. Perhaps you need to try and look at things from a different perspective.

what you most want at this moment (The Emperor)
The cards suggest ch3ryl, that what you most want at this time is success and achievement (yeah, would love to show what i m capable of @ work, especially since i m just being transferred to do something new, something i have never dealt with), and the support and influence of perhaps your father, husband/partner or a man of significance in your life who you believe could help.

your fears (Death)
You are afraid of experiencing turbulent and catastrophic change (yes, the decision we r talking abt in the 1st para would truly cause a turbulent & it may as well be my life's turning point), as we all are, yet challenging such transformation in our lives helps create brand new opportunities. If you are experiencing or have just experienced losing a job, a bereavement, divorce or the end of a relationship, these changes will allow brand new opportunities into your life.

what is going for you (Judgement)
Brand new potential, an opportunity which once given must not be ignored, a new project, decision or relationship that could affect the rest of your life (exactly!). You will enjoy success and enjoyment for past efforts, events will pick up a pace and the outcome will be quicker than expected.

what is going against you (The Hierophant)
You are simply struggling to conform to others expectations of you and everybody has an opinion of what you should do. Perhaps you are having a crisis of faith and are unsettled at a very spiritual level. Ask yourself who you really are? What is important to you? What makes you happy? Seek out advice or wise counsel if you wish, but accepting who you really are and going after what you want instead of what others want for you is the most important. (this is what i meant by my decision may cause a turbulent effect - as first of all, it is totally UNEXPECTED... there's a huge conflict between what i want/hope & others' expectations of me)

outcome (Wheel Of Fortune)
Expect life to change and quickly. Fate, destiny or synchronicity, call it what you like, positive change and good fortune is evident here. If you have important choices to make trust your intuition. Do you feel that events seem to be evolving without much input from you? If so trust it and go with the flow. Finally, one area to which i could only sigh & say "no comment"...



Your Astrological Court Card
Queen of Swords - Astrological Sign: Libra - Element: Air
Personality: fair, balanced, compassionate, perceptive, weighs all sides before making decisions
Most suitable vocations: lawyer, policewoman, detective, armed forces, public relations, psychologist, counsellor
Most suitable lover or partner: Knight of Wands – Aries, Leo and Sagittarius

Your Personality Court Card
Queen of Cups - Element: Water
Personality: sensitive, reflective, warm, vulnerable, loving, romantic, imaginative, talkative
Most suitable vocations: institution work, self-help organisations, poet, dancer, make-up artist, anything to do with illusion.
Most suitable lover or partner: Knight of Pentacles – Capricorn, Virgo, and Taurus